Peace

I'm not dating anyone really haven't since the end of my marriage. Oh someone was interested, but flashbacks to my ex just made it to hard. Finally,I think this month I have felt this strange since of peace. It's not coming from some 'new' love it's coming from me. Yeah that's right me. If you don't deal with yourself first how can you ever deal with another. I think healing from Cancer and heart ache together has helped. I have lately warned a friend that having the love of my life fall in love with another helped my worse foe along, cancer. The real problem is I saw it happening but I didn't love myself enough to care for myself.